I hear you once again,
Beckoning from within
Your absence has been magical,
Albeit just temporary
Your bellows all sound the same,
As well as your serenading
Although I don’t wish to hear you,
It’s always just so enticing
Do you want me to fall to my knees?
To just beg it all away
For you only call for the end,
And you make it feel that’s the only way
The pain is enough and I just want it to stop,
But you bring it back without any hesitation
Can you give me peace from my hell,
Without confusing hell and existence?
As we have done this same dance
For too long now
My eyes fixated along with my mind
Your requests are horrifyingly
Yet so satisfying
This is the pain that you throw upon me,
Like casting me into Sodom and Gomorrah.
You have to let me go,
Please just let me go
As you may enjoy your sights,
In reality you’re just killing me.